Noticing.

The guilty undertaker sighs. The lonesome organ grinder cries. The silver saxophones say I, should refuse you. The cracked bells and washed-out horns. Blow into my face with scorn. But it’s not that way. I wasn’t born, to lose you… I want you. I want you. I want you, so bad. Honey, I want you…

tomorrow.don’tsaynodon’tsaynodon’tsaynoplease

10:21pm | May 16 2012

so accurate that it scares me………….i’m not a beautiful or unique snowflake?? :C

(Source: suchsentiment)

10:50am | May 15 2012

i want to. let me hurt you.

jimmy. you’ve sewn you’re image to the insides of my eyelids. I seem to be able to let go of everyone else as soon as they pop up. but here you are. in my thoughts. so late at night. still. simple boy. i have a feeling this could get messy. i have a feeling that you could fall in love with me. it’s just a feeling.

i’m going to ask you not to. because i won’t be able to give it back. because i won’t be able to stop myself from hurting you. and you, so weak, so honest, you won’t be able to stop me either.

but please. let me continue to close my eyes. let me continue to look at you. don’t disappear from the dark like stars in a bright city.

1:51am | May 15 2012

“Clarence: I’m not eatin’ ‘cause I’m not hungry. I’m not sittin’ ‘cause I’m not stayin’. I ain’t lookin’ at the movie ‘cause I already seen it seven years ago. It’s “The Mack”. Max Julien, Carol Speed, and Richard Pryor. I ain’t scared of ya, I just don’t like ya. In that envelope right there is some payoff money. Alabama’s moving on to some greener pastures. We’re not negotiatin’. I don’t like to barter. What’s in that envelope right there is for my peace of mind. My peace of mind is worth that much. Not one. Penny. More.

Drexl: [Opens envelope] It’s empty.

Clarence: [Chuckles].”

― True Romance 1993

1:47am | May 15 2012

enough is enough is enough

no really though. i hate scrolling down and finding an ugly post about my step “father”.
let it be known, i dislike him. and he annoys me to infinity and beyond. from here on out.

but this is the last time i mention him.
ALSO I WILL STAY POSITIVE AND STUPIDLY OPTIMISTIC LIKE THE REST OF YOU SHMUCKS.
pfft. idiots.

12:09am | May 15 2012

” I think what you did… I think what you did… Was so.. Romantic.”

12:25pm | May 13 2012

face painting. i enjoy the company of 9 year olds more than people my own age.

we have more in common…

you know what? i can’t worry about the psychology of everything…not all the time. not everything is a means to an end. im not like that. and if i am, i don’t want to be like that. im not an opportunist.

today made my heart warm. movies and kid birthday parties. man, little kids are awesome before they hit puberty! all we did was paint and talk and sing and dance.
fun stuff man… so fun~

9:56pm | May 12 2012

jesus h. christ. why is this so hot? i need me a psychotic slater in my life. pronto.

4:07am | May 12 2012

life.

11:28pm | May 11 2012

Bored at a light? this is an embarrassing find. I remember thinking how boring some boys are, and how they think they’re so boss with their third leg in their pants. I walked myself out that night, I insisted on it.

11:25pm | May 10 2012